Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Thursday, February 12, 2009
you better WERK bitch!
i made the cut for the spring SOUL && Skyy High Fashion Show! Yesss bitch! Finally im werking it! I will let you know more details when i find them out. See ya!
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
lie to me
Lie to Me.
Don't tell me about the other girls.
Make me feel like im the only one.
Baby i know they told you lying is bad
But im begging; pleading with you.
Just lie to me.
Let the scenario in my head come to life
imagining you belong to me and only me.
Perpetuate the fallacy of you and i.
At least at this moment in time.
Tell me what I want to hear.
Whisper sweet nothings in my ear.
Hold me tight and never let go.
Let's pretend that you're not a hoe.
As we lay; i'm content with forgetting
that your phone has been ringing since you stepped into my adobe.
I'll pretend I never saw you and her kissing last night at the club.
I can act like yall are JUST FRIENDS as you say.
Lie to me.
I'm fine with partaking in the carnal pleasures of the flesh.
And disregarding the slip ups of the next bitch.
She cant keep you at home.
So i'll happily take you here.
I'm fine with ignoring all the signs.
And disregarding everything my mother ever taught me about love.
Let's just pretend.
Because my heart isnt ready to accept the fact
that out of all the bitches I chose you.
The one who cant help but lie
with or without a reason.
I'm not prepared to deal with the truth.
That you are nothing more than a slut.
Lie to me. Please.
Because ignorance is bliss.
And im so deep at peace with myself
whem im in your arms and forgetting about everything else.
For your sake... Lie to me.
Because I cant be responsible for what I do
when i finally open my eyes to the truth.
Don't tell me about the other girls.
Make me feel like im the only one.
Baby i know they told you lying is bad
But im begging; pleading with you.
Just lie to me.
Let the scenario in my head come to life
imagining you belong to me and only me.
Perpetuate the fallacy of you and i.
At least at this moment in time.
Tell me what I want to hear.
Whisper sweet nothings in my ear.
Hold me tight and never let go.
Let's pretend that you're not a hoe.
As we lay; i'm content with forgetting
that your phone has been ringing since you stepped into my adobe.
I'll pretend I never saw you and her kissing last night at the club.
I can act like yall are JUST FRIENDS as you say.
Lie to me.
I'm fine with partaking in the carnal pleasures of the flesh.
And disregarding the slip ups of the next bitch.
She cant keep you at home.
So i'll happily take you here.
I'm fine with ignoring all the signs.
And disregarding everything my mother ever taught me about love.
Let's just pretend.
Because my heart isnt ready to accept the fact
that out of all the bitches I chose you.
The one who cant help but lie
with or without a reason.
I'm not prepared to deal with the truth.
That you are nothing more than a slut.
Lie to me. Please.
Because ignorance is bliss.
And im so deep at peace with myself
whem im in your arms and forgetting about everything else.
For your sake... Lie to me.
Because I cant be responsible for what I do
when i finally open my eyes to the truth.
cupcakes && 808's
i met this girl the other day; she made me look her way.
nice skin, neat dreds and a pretty ass face.
she was an artist,
and her body was her canvas.
Delicately intricate ink kissed every inch of her skin;
telling tales only she knew the story of.
Just as my words paint a picture before you
her body unfolds and i read her tale.
Pigment rushing down soft curves and over steep hills.
covering every sexy spot of her petite frame.
She was a lion; a dragon; a mouse; a woman.
She possessed a quality greater than those around her,
a predilection for the fine and abstract,
a desire to be reeled in.
a yearning for more.
she was fierce.
anxious.
temperamental.
erratically volatile.
Yet she was sweet.
tasted of a peach grown from the rich Georgia soil.
showered with just enough sunlight and rain to grow.
She was peace.
Blessed with the knowledge and wisdom
that with independence comes great responsibility.
She was too good.
I admired her femininity.
Even though she shopped in the mens' section
her words, her smile, the way she leaned in to whisper to me.
Her intimacy.
The way she held my hand and traced down my spine as i slept.
The way she said "dont touch me" but i woke up to her wrapped around me.
The way she kissed me on my cheek as she laid on my back.
The way she kept saying goodbye... but she kept coming right back.
It was wonderfully magical.
She came into my life and touched it with a bit of romance.
She was beautiful.
Patient and knowledgeable.
From what I could see she was worth the compromise.
But i guess empirical senses cant always be trusted.
She made me smile as big as the sun.
She was everything I wanted.
She walked into my life when i felt like everyone else walked out.
Gave me something new to think about.
But i didnt want her.
I wanted the idea of what she represented.
I wanted somebody.
And she happened to be there.
I only wanted her in theory.
See even though my words have painted a beautiful story
her reality didn't parallel my tale.
I'm a dreamer.
And i was determined to make her what I needed.
But she cant bring me that happiness.
Heard melodies are sweet; but those unheard are sweeter.
therefore ye soft pipes... play on.
She was good.
But my imagination is better.
So in this case... i'll move on.
nice skin, neat dreds and a pretty ass face.
she was an artist,
and her body was her canvas.
Delicately intricate ink kissed every inch of her skin;
telling tales only she knew the story of.
Just as my words paint a picture before you
her body unfolds and i read her tale.
Pigment rushing down soft curves and over steep hills.
covering every sexy spot of her petite frame.
She was a lion; a dragon; a mouse; a woman.
She possessed a quality greater than those around her,
a predilection for the fine and abstract,
a desire to be reeled in.
a yearning for more.
she was fierce.
anxious.
temperamental.
erratically volatile.
Yet she was sweet.
tasted of a peach grown from the rich Georgia soil.
showered with just enough sunlight and rain to grow.
She was peace.
Blessed with the knowledge and wisdom
that with independence comes great responsibility.
She was too good.
I admired her femininity.
Even though she shopped in the mens' section
her words, her smile, the way she leaned in to whisper to me.
Her intimacy.
The way she held my hand and traced down my spine as i slept.
The way she said "dont touch me" but i woke up to her wrapped around me.
The way she kissed me on my cheek as she laid on my back.
The way she kept saying goodbye... but she kept coming right back.
It was wonderfully magical.
She came into my life and touched it with a bit of romance.
She was beautiful.
Patient and knowledgeable.
From what I could see she was worth the compromise.
But i guess empirical senses cant always be trusted.
She made me smile as big as the sun.
She was everything I wanted.
She walked into my life when i felt like everyone else walked out.
Gave me something new to think about.
But i didnt want her.
I wanted the idea of what she represented.
I wanted somebody.
And she happened to be there.
I only wanted her in theory.
See even though my words have painted a beautiful story
her reality didn't parallel my tale.
I'm a dreamer.
And i was determined to make her what I needed.
But she cant bring me that happiness.
Heard melodies are sweet; but those unheard are sweeter.
therefore ye soft pipes... play on.
She was good.
But my imagination is better.
So in this case... i'll move on.
Monday, February 9, 2009
Sunday, February 8, 2009
25 random facts about me
1. i am chassidy. Chinksz is a name me and my bestfriend stumbled upon when dishing about how tiny and asian-esque our eyes were. She's much more chinky than i am tho.
2. i think myspace and facebook suck MAJOR anus. I dont know why i continue to log in like something will change.
3. I hate meeting people on the internet. It just seems so... lame. But i never have the balls to go up to people in person. *pushes glasses up* ima nerd shorty.
4. i love my little brother more than annnything! That is my niiiigggaaaa! My momma keep saying she gon kick him out. Thats cool. He can come live in my closet for the rest of his life.
5. I hate waiting. Patience is a virtue i am so unfamiliar with. You wanna see me get mad? Stand me up, or keep me waiting way too long. I get SO pissed.
6. I want to travel all over the world. I did a lot of traveling when I was younger, but i didnt really take advantage of traveling. I cant even remember all the places I've gone. I actually thought about majoring in marine biology just so I could travel and it would be paid for. Glad i rethought that. I hate biology with a passion!
7. I listen to all sorts of music. I can jam damn near anything if the beat is sick or the rhymes are tight. I cant get down with techno though. Im really not too fond of house or gogo music either. *shrugs* w/e.
8. omg... im lowkey *whispers* ghetto. Okay, so maybe not so much lowkey. Im loud, a little country and I like eccentric shit. I currently have [almost] red hair and hazel contacts. I think people are quick to call me ghetto because im dark skinned. Seems like a lot of people have this misconception that brown skin girls are loud-mouthed ghetto ass hoodboogers. Not true. I've seen plenty HOOD ass yella bone girls. I'm actually not that ghetto. I just know where i've come from and im not scared to let that shit out every once in a while.
9. Lesbians are cool. They are awesome. They rock my socks. If you're not down with it.... check out The L Word or better yet, Loversnfriendsshow.com gay people are cool. I recently discovered I love gay men. Not just the ordinary, oh im gay, but dont tell anyone gay men. I mean the LOUD flamboyant MAC, Chanel and Laura Mercier wearing gay men who beat their face everyday and can work a runway better than any bitch. Yessss honey! I love them!
10. Working out is quite the revitalizing activity. Too bad every time I try to work out my knees hurt and my chest burns. So what, im outta shape. And?? I still look good than a bitch. Yup, I sure do =]
11. I love my bestfriend. Charisco is that bitch. No lie. Yet and still, I got soooo much love for Brittany D. Coleman that will never die its insane. Talk about long distance killing me. *whips forehead* i miss her so much! My friends in ATL are hard to manage. I've gotten into more than a few arguments with them and they all seem to be over stupid shit. I feel like they judge me so much more than my besties.
12. Me and my ex's are cool. Like... i know this is a little weird, but I can call either of them and talk about anything going on in my life and vice versa. There is a place where the line is drawn, but everytime I go home its two people i HAVE to see [outside of the fam] and its my ex's.
13. When i get high i fancy myself a musician. I know, how random right? I get high and get to rapping and singing and shit. Mind you... i have no talent in either of those areas. LOL!
14. I like to get smashed. I love waking up smiling due to residual intoxication from the night before.
15. Fashion invigorates me. I love clothes! I love looking at all the new trends and whats to be expected to be released each season. I love piecing together outfits and matching shit up. A small part of me thinks i should have went to school for fashion merchandising or something. I really love clothes. I wish i could sew or draw because then i'd just open my own line. Too bad I cant and i dont see the point of having your own line of clothes yet you dont make the garments or draw them. That means someone else is bringing your vision to life. Where is the fun in that?
16. I also love shoes. I love everything from sneakers, to flats, to pumps, stillettos, wedges and boots. One day I plan to open up a boutique that sells shoes and clothes. I know I can make a killing. hmm... maybe i'll put a tattoo shop in the back with a massage parlor next door. Business venture! who's with me??
17. I have this awfully bad habit of attracting psychotic people into my life. I dont know how or why it happens but everytime I meet someone they just so happen to be a little crazy. Psychosis is much more common than you think people. Like for instance... i met this girl a few weeks ago. She had NEVER been to my school didnt know anyone here or anything and now all of a sudden she's ALWAYS here and we dont even talk anymore!
18. Makeup turns me on. I have such a massive collection of makeup it doesn't make sense. every time someone walks into my room they're taken for surprise by the vast array of colors and utensils i have at my disposal. If only i could have brought all my cosmetics. That would have been a real shocker. Maybe one day I'll enter school for makeup art. *shrugs* i don't know. I'm not sure i would excel all that well in the industry considering i cant draw and a lot of the better makeup artist are rather good artist off back.
19. Elements of design are cool. I love looking at architecture or interior design or landscaping. I guess you can say I love the aesthetic quality of life. Art speaks to me. Whether it be poetry, spoken word, tattoos, painting, architecture or graphic design, i can appreciate a good work of art.
20. I would much rather date a woman with world experience than a woman with book smarts. I feel like girls in college have a certain sense of entitlement that they dont deserve. Dont get me wrong, nothing against a woman with a college degree, especially since I am in college working on my degree, it just seems like life hasnt hit them yet and they tend to think they're better than everyone else.
21. I hate getting dressed in the morning. My classes suck and I really REALLY hate getting up and getting fully dressed for a 35 minute class on MWF and for 4 hrs on Tuesday and Thursday. It usually takes me FOREVER to get ready and i really dont like doing it for class.
22. AIM is the best messenger ever invented. It is SO hilarious to read everyone's status updates and away messages. Too bad aim on my cell phone doesnt let me set aways. THATS ALL I WANTED SPRINT! ALL I WANT IS TO SET AN AWAY!!! P.S my phone shits on everything you think you know.
23. Im really upset with Katie Couric for interviewing lil wayne. Does America really wanna know about him and his drug problems? No. I doubt that oh so much. Come on my fellow Americans. Just because we got a black president does NOT mean we have to have LITTLE FUCKING WAYNE on CBS.
24. Lady Gaga had a hit with that Just Dance song. It's been stuck in my head all damn morning.
25. I have a bad habit of making really stupid typos and sounding like an idiot. I dont proof read anything until a few days after its been posted.
TAMICA... you have been tagged.
2. i think myspace and facebook suck MAJOR anus. I dont know why i continue to log in like something will change.
3. I hate meeting people on the internet. It just seems so... lame. But i never have the balls to go up to people in person. *pushes glasses up* ima nerd shorty.
4. i love my little brother more than annnything! That is my niiiigggaaaa! My momma keep saying she gon kick him out. Thats cool. He can come live in my closet for the rest of his life.
5. I hate waiting. Patience is a virtue i am so unfamiliar with. You wanna see me get mad? Stand me up, or keep me waiting way too long. I get SO pissed.
6. I want to travel all over the world. I did a lot of traveling when I was younger, but i didnt really take advantage of traveling. I cant even remember all the places I've gone. I actually thought about majoring in marine biology just so I could travel and it would be paid for. Glad i rethought that. I hate biology with a passion!
7. I listen to all sorts of music. I can jam damn near anything if the beat is sick or the rhymes are tight. I cant get down with techno though. Im really not too fond of house or gogo music either. *shrugs* w/e.
8. omg... im lowkey *whispers* ghetto. Okay, so maybe not so much lowkey. Im loud, a little country and I like eccentric shit. I currently have [almost] red hair and hazel contacts. I think people are quick to call me ghetto because im dark skinned. Seems like a lot of people have this misconception that brown skin girls are loud-mouthed ghetto ass hoodboogers. Not true. I've seen plenty HOOD ass yella bone girls. I'm actually not that ghetto. I just know where i've come from and im not scared to let that shit out every once in a while.
9. Lesbians are cool. They are awesome. They rock my socks. If you're not down with it.... check out The L Word or better yet, Loversnfriendsshow.com gay people are cool. I recently discovered I love gay men. Not just the ordinary, oh im gay, but dont tell anyone gay men. I mean the LOUD flamboyant MAC, Chanel and Laura Mercier wearing gay men who beat their face everyday and can work a runway better than any bitch. Yessss honey! I love them!
10. Working out is quite the revitalizing activity. Too bad every time I try to work out my knees hurt and my chest burns. So what, im outta shape. And?? I still look good than a bitch. Yup, I sure do =]
11. I love my bestfriend. Charisco is that bitch. No lie. Yet and still, I got soooo much love for Brittany D. Coleman that will never die its insane. Talk about long distance killing me. *whips forehead* i miss her so much! My friends in ATL are hard to manage. I've gotten into more than a few arguments with them and they all seem to be over stupid shit. I feel like they judge me so much more than my besties.
12. Me and my ex's are cool. Like... i know this is a little weird, but I can call either of them and talk about anything going on in my life and vice versa. There is a place where the line is drawn, but everytime I go home its two people i HAVE to see [outside of the fam] and its my ex's.
13. When i get high i fancy myself a musician. I know, how random right? I get high and get to rapping and singing and shit. Mind you... i have no talent in either of those areas. LOL!
14. I like to get smashed. I love waking up smiling due to residual intoxication from the night before.
15. Fashion invigorates me. I love clothes! I love looking at all the new trends and whats to be expected to be released each season. I love piecing together outfits and matching shit up. A small part of me thinks i should have went to school for fashion merchandising or something. I really love clothes. I wish i could sew or draw because then i'd just open my own line. Too bad I cant and i dont see the point of having your own line of clothes yet you dont make the garments or draw them. That means someone else is bringing your vision to life. Where is the fun in that?
16. I also love shoes. I love everything from sneakers, to flats, to pumps, stillettos, wedges and boots. One day I plan to open up a boutique that sells shoes and clothes. I know I can make a killing. hmm... maybe i'll put a tattoo shop in the back with a massage parlor next door. Business venture! who's with me??
17. I have this awfully bad habit of attracting psychotic people into my life. I dont know how or why it happens but everytime I meet someone they just so happen to be a little crazy. Psychosis is much more common than you think people. Like for instance... i met this girl a few weeks ago. She had NEVER been to my school didnt know anyone here or anything and now all of a sudden she's ALWAYS here and we dont even talk anymore!
18. Makeup turns me on. I have such a massive collection of makeup it doesn't make sense. every time someone walks into my room they're taken for surprise by the vast array of colors and utensils i have at my disposal. If only i could have brought all my cosmetics. That would have been a real shocker. Maybe one day I'll enter school for makeup art. *shrugs* i don't know. I'm not sure i would excel all that well in the industry considering i cant draw and a lot of the better makeup artist are rather good artist off back.
19. Elements of design are cool. I love looking at architecture or interior design or landscaping. I guess you can say I love the aesthetic quality of life. Art speaks to me. Whether it be poetry, spoken word, tattoos, painting, architecture or graphic design, i can appreciate a good work of art.
20. I would much rather date a woman with world experience than a woman with book smarts. I feel like girls in college have a certain sense of entitlement that they dont deserve. Dont get me wrong, nothing against a woman with a college degree, especially since I am in college working on my degree, it just seems like life hasnt hit them yet and they tend to think they're better than everyone else.
21. I hate getting dressed in the morning. My classes suck and I really REALLY hate getting up and getting fully dressed for a 35 minute class on MWF and for 4 hrs on Tuesday and Thursday. It usually takes me FOREVER to get ready and i really dont like doing it for class.
22. AIM is the best messenger ever invented. It is SO hilarious to read everyone's status updates and away messages. Too bad aim on my cell phone doesnt let me set aways. THATS ALL I WANTED SPRINT! ALL I WANT IS TO SET AN AWAY!!! P.S my phone shits on everything you think you know.
23. Im really upset with Katie Couric for interviewing lil wayne. Does America really wanna know about him and his drug problems? No. I doubt that oh so much. Come on my fellow Americans. Just because we got a black president does NOT mean we have to have LITTLE FUCKING WAYNE on CBS.
24. Lady Gaga had a hit with that Just Dance song. It's been stuck in my head all damn morning.
25. I have a bad habit of making really stupid typos and sounding like an idiot. I dont proof read anything until a few days after its been posted.
TAMICA... you have been tagged.
omg did they really??
Katie Couric and WHO??!?!? Wayne?? OMG! This *#%(@&@)*%& has made it! Aint no doubt about it. Aint no question! Man, i dont even think JAYZ has been interviewed by Katie. Damn shorty. This mutha*#*$ and they try to geDid they really discuss his got*** drug habits?? Listen to this bullshit he;s saying tho. Nigga be real! i smoke because i like to fly without wings! I still drink because i live my LIFE and do just what i please. *smh* this is a hot ass mess. Then he goes on to give Katie the stankiest look ever when asked about being a role model. She looks sooo intrigued though.
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